Still Holding On
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Fri, Oct 7, 2022
Critized. Not good enough. Judged. Not your kind of person. Hatred.
I've always wanted a life of my own.
How? Why? What?
P.s, this story will be written in English, Malay & Sabahan dialect.
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