Skin ; Lashton
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After Lukes boyfriend dumps him in the worst way possible, he's left to pick up the pieces. He comes to terms with the fact that his love life has never been as great as he'd like to pretend it was- and maybe he's just not meant for true love. What can he do to try and gain some sense of control over the life that's beginning to fall apart right before him? Well... couldn't hurt to lose a few pounds and take back the body that every boy he's loved has used him for; the body that everyone seems to obsess over and talk about way too much. Or, maybe it could hurt. Yeah, it could hurt way worse than he ever imagined it would. He continues to lose himself, meanwhile Ashton just knows something is wrong. His best friend hasn't been acting like himself for a while, and it only seems to be getting worse. Can Ashton figure out the truth behind Luke's strange new behaviors before it's too late? Or will the boy he's always loved wither away right before his eyes?
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Major trigger warnings for disordered eating and thoughts
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