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Beside You, With Him

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bittersweet grateful nostalgia poetry remeberance sad

You seem to invade my mind, 
guns blazing. 
Making everything hurt and 
my eyes burn as the tears start to escape.

He doesn't say sorry
No "I get it"s
Just trying to make it worth it to 
leave you be
He keeps me from joining you.

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TW: Suicide, Depression, Light LanguageAll Rights Reserved

bittersweet grateful nostalgia poetry remeberance sad

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