For all those who will read this story, unlike my other story, this is not a fan fiction based on a manga or an anime. This story is based on the feelings, I'm living right now but not only.
It's based on all emotions I felt, from my childhood to the time I officially reached adulthood. Of course, it would look like a jumble of everything and anything, I've felt, but I will do my best to write it down clearly.
Obviously, you should take only and solely literally, which means that it will only a few chapters, and I will most likely not, make it onto a series of stories on the same theme.
I'm only writing this because I'm distressed and well, did you already felt like that even if you wanted to talk, there would be nobody to stand next to you, and listen to you? Well, it's what I'm feeling right now.
[Please keep in mind, that this story is only based on what I've felt, but it doesn't mean that it's an autobiography. Quite the opposite.
Also, don't take personally what I'm saying, and if someone would like to talk, well, I'm willing to listen to you.
It may contain references to violence or suicide, so please, I plead you to proceed carefully. I don't want to encourage you and it is not in my intentions to do so.
Please don't ignore those around you. You could be hurting them, without knowing it. Don't make the same mistakes that other people has done for me!
Love yourself! You are already perfect as you are and don't change for people, while ignoring your self being!]
I'm sorry for all those depressing topics, I just needed to unwind, even with nobody hearing directly. I know, that they are many who are living in conditions, worse than mine, but even so- I thank you, for willing to read what I wrote.