I'm supposed to be happy. I was chosen to become this, it was destiny. I guess. I was more a lab rat than chosen to be Gifted. Being Gifted is a blessing but I don't feel very blessed right now. I feel cursed. This is not the body I'm supposed to be in. I'm supposed to be Nikon, not a monster. But maybe I just need to adjust. Maybe it takes time; patience I don't have. But maybe this is going to show me a lesson. It's going to teach me that some things are out of my control and I have to live with it. But . . . I'm supposed to be happy.All Rights Reserved