I guess forever didn't really mean forever
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You don't have good taste in guys. You go for the guys that have more red flags then green flags,you get into a relationship with The mindset of "I can fix him " or "he just is broken he just needs some fixing" but they always end up leaving you with another part of your heart chipped away slowly braking.little things make you happy,goodnight Texts/good morning texts when he says I love you and not ily or love you just the little things make you happy because that's all you get. You don't get flowers or hand written notes. You don't get the fun little movie dates and you definitely Don't get the effort you put into your relationship you don't get what you give..
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