Chowon has been pressured since he was young to do well which led him to develop a mental disorder. He is arrogant and everyone despises him. One day he meets Dojun and becomes obsessed but that just leads to him being heartbroken yet he can't give Dojun up. Until he meets Kyungsoo who was like a ray of sunshine in his dark abyss. Will his past hinder his and kyungsoo's relationship? Will his obsession with Dojun stay? Will he experience heartbreak again? Read to find out This is my first story if u support me I'll support you. Yes, it's inspired by love as an illusion, his story interested me so I wanted to go into more detail.