when the symptoms become allies

I have had quite the ride these last three months.
My symptoms were attacking me like crazy. It seemed as soon as I figured out a plan on how to go about fighting one, another symptom would come out of nowhere not just adding more stress to my body but also giving the other symptoms more to go on.
July I was nothing but a sweat box.
There was nothing I could do without literally needing to change my soaked clothes. It didn't matter if I was outside or in my air-conditioned house.
All of the above caused me constant flare which caused my Anxiety to heighten to new all time highs.
My Anxiety caused my depression to heighten leading to severe fatigue.
Nothing I did could help me out of all of this.
I would have moments of hope, where I would feel good and have energy.
I had hopes that I had finally pulled out of all this, but then as fast as I felt better is as fast as I went back into this flare.
I am trying my hardest to get out of this funk and feel a bit more like my normal self, but the fight is exhausting and sometimes needs a bit more energy then I can give.