Will I ever be good enough?
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A small town boy, Jack Barakat has always dreamed of a high school relationship and gets his hopes up high when he moves to a new school. This new school is twice as big as his last school and hopes love will be right around the corner. This shy and dorky teen hopes he meets his soul mate, his everything in this new school.
A city guy born and bred, Alex Gaskarth. This over-confident, egotistical doesn't believe in love at first sight and thinks that love at first sight is to cliché, well he thinks everything is! Will his perspective soon change when he thinks he has found the guy of his dreams?
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