This book is a story and not a normal one. It's not a fairytale and it's not full of happy ending. It's a sad story of a girl named Lillian Smith that struggles every day fighting one struggle at a time but her struggles are going to show the ones that not all can see. This story is based off a real person that has a few disabilities and trauma that made her have two different sides. One that felt alive and one that saw it's death. (A/N) If you read please don't hate it's not to be mean or make fun of someone just don't judge me about writing this.