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Who Am I Living For? Bucky Barnes X Fem!Reader X Steve Rogers

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Reads 135
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Parts 11
Time 2h 14m

Mature

Our story begins during World War II, with three best friends and the weird future that lies ahead of them that will keep their fates intertwined for many years and (Y/n) Phillips is at the center of it all. 

This is considered a mature fanfic!!! There will be violence and fight scenes, torture, smut, etc., please see triggers below if concerned! Please stay safe out there! I know what it is like to be triggered by something, so please read the triggers and if I didn't list anything that you think should be included, PLEASE DM me and let me know. 

Triggers may include: Choking, knifeplay, gunplay, violence in general, depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety/panic attacks, & abandonment issues.
Also if you don't like the Bucky nicknames thing... this may not be for you.All Rights Reserved

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