Broken Lullaby
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Last published Sun, Feb 8, 2015
I am alone yet surrounded by bodies filled with life. I feel lost yet I know exactly where I am. I want him yet I know he will never want me. I sing while he plays the guitar. I write lyrics and he is a composer. He's a jerk and I'm a loner. My name is Alice and this is my story.
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