We all deal with heartbreak differently. Some cry into their pillows until it feels like there's nothing left of them, others bore their friends to death with every detail, others bottle it up and learn to live with the pain. My own personal coping mechanism is writing down everything I wish I could say to him. You'll find anger, pain, desperation, hope, unpredictable waves of grief. I hope I can reach and help anyone going trough similar experiences, we're not alone.All Rights Reserved