hurtful love
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MatureComplete Sun, Feb 8, 2015<5 mins
would you dare leave me
at the time I need you
would you dare hate me
when your heart loves me
and adore me
would you continue to live a lie
just to please your hurt
would you ever forgive me
and love me again
maybe not
maybe we would never be
the same again
maybe my heart didn't shine as bright
or my love didn't speak as loud
maybe the chains that bounds me
didn't break like they suppose to
maybe we was never meant
maybe I'm suppose to break
maybe your my down fall
maybe I'm suppose to chase you
so I can feel the pain you feel
so I can learn to adore you
and not play the roll
of Billy bad ass
just maybe
but how am I
suppose to know
when hate is all I see
and this heart I have is
cold
colder then a Chicago blizzard
how am I suppose to find the words to say sorry and I love you
when bitches and hoes is all I speak to you
how am I suppose to say sorry when
its always spoken to actions never taken
how do I
when
all I have is a cold heart
that mistakenly fell
for a girl with
an
unhealed heart
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