Untitled thoughts

I'm writing this as a place to put my thoughts and feelings on things. I think maybe I decided to post it in case it lets other people know if they have some more thoughts that they're not alone like I often think I am.
I'm going to mostly fill these at nights when my medication wears off and my thoughts flow freely. as I write this I won't edit chapters and if I have to talk more on a subject or thought it will be its own page.
not going to lie I have no idea what I'm doing, I might post some really dark stuff or not whatever comes to my mind like I said, please read at your own caution.