"I asked: Why am I always the Second Choice?"
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A Soukoku Angst au.
→ After a long years of staying blind, obvious to the reality, Chuuya finally accepted that he will never be Anyone's first choice. He was tired of acting deaf and keeping up with the his mask when he knew that behind them is here his real self crumbles. Humans over looked the obvious on him that they never thought that he, Nakahara Chuuya, someone with a brightest light despite being trapped in the darkness, starts to dim. That he, Nakahara Chuuya, wanted nothing but to die.
Regret is in the End and Chuuya didn't feel any regrets with his decision. ←
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Parted Entanglement { ① }
''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*Complete
Parted Entanglement { ③ }
''It... it wasn't you...'' That was the worst way possible to break the truth to him. On a job in Hiroshima, Chuuya was drunk. He had a one-night-stand with a guy at the hotel, whom he didn't know. He wanted to confess and apologize to Dazai, but he didn't have the courage to do that because he didn't want to lose everything that they had. But at the end, he failed to cover it up. And right when he thought things couldn't get any worse, they just kept worsening. ✨ 18 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Sex ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm ⚠️ Character death 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 5 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 8 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 72 in #nakaharachuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : rokkyun1 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*Complete
Parted Entanglement { ⑤ }
''Haku, where are Dazai and Haruka ?'' ''I don't kno--'' A loud bang echoed throughout the empty place. Shoes scraped the ground as Chuuya backed away unnaturally. Tears rolled down Haku's cheeks, who covered his mouth with both palms. Both of them with their eyes wide open. Dazai was in a deep coma. The doctor said that he'd never wake up, but everyone held hopes that he would, that the doctor's wrong. ''Please wake up... please... please...'' That's what hope is, it saves people from misery, yet brings them pain as time goes by. ✨ 22 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ✨ Kids ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 7 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 10 in #kunikida 🗞️ No. 19 in #kunikidadoppo 🗞️ No. 28 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 30 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 31 in #akutagawaryuunosuke 🗞️ No. 26 in #nakajimaatsushi 🗞️ No. 37 in #atsushi 🗞️ No. 38 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 61 in #shinsoukoku 🗞️ No. 65 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 85 in #soukoku 🎨 Cover Art Credit : *unknown* 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*Complete
Chasing Strays (Soukoku- Dazai X Chuuya)
"Strays are messy and unkempt beings, I have no time for such creatures." The brown haired man spoke, his arm waving in dismissal. "Are you talking about animals, or yourself?" The ginger teased, a smile creeping slightly onto his face. - Chuuya, a well rounded individual who works multiple jobs to keep a living, meets a troubled brunette, Dazai. A man who no matter where he goes, somehow will find a way to pop up and cause him some trouble. Dazai can't help but drag the ginger into his life. (Or perhaps push his way into chuuya's.) Causing Chuuya to test how long it will take for him to have enough of Dazai and his trouble filled life. Though despite what he says, he secretly loves the trouble Dazai brings. The trouble that makes him feel human. And seeing Chuuya feel and act human, and seeing someone finally accept him, for him, sparks the feeling of being human in Dazai as well, a feeling he never knew was possible for his broken body. - All characters belong to their rightful owners!-Complete
Baby executive
Dazai's normally boring morning was shattered when a small pair of arms wrapped themselves around his knees and big azure eyes blinked up at him partnered with a stupidly happy grin. Or Chuuya is hit with an ability that reverses his age. (STORMBRINGER SPOILERS)Complete
Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon
Chuuya was suffering from pain. He was hurt badly and he want to ended it by dying. Dazai learn and came to save Chuuya. Both ended up confessing their hidden feeling after all the years of hiding in fear of rejection. [Reminder, there's some chapter that really is a bit detailed. Please be cautious. This a angst, romance and happy ending type of story. I don't really much had a knowledge on writing angst and this is my first one writing that includes mostly angst. So be prepared.] Ps : Don't Copy To Another Site without my permissionComplete![Hate You, Love You [Soukoku/Shin Soukoku]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/211449778-256-k579147.jpg)
Hate You, Love You [Soukoku/Shin Soukoku]
"What is love, and how do you get rid of it?" Dazai doesn't typically feel any emotions, at all- or at least he can't understand them. He hates that Chuuya makes him feel emotions, specifically the emotion of love, so he in turn despises Chuuya for it instead. And it's driving him crazy. "I won't let you get away this time." Chuuya is doing his best to get over Dazai, but as usual, nothing goes according to plan for him. No matter how much Chuuya tries to deny it or change them, he can't get rid of his feelings. So he finally does something different about it. Or: Dazai struggles with the concept of love, and his past catches up with him from how he chooses to deal with experiencing feelings and things he thinks he doesn't deserve as someone outside of humanity; and he makes it everyone's problem. ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ Bungo Stray Dogs Soukoku fanfic. Set in and after season 2, with various spoilers Mainly Soukoku, secondly Shin Soukoku, ft. RanPoe ⚠️⚠[Adult Intended Audience]⚠⚠️ [18+ mature themes and descriptions] ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ Mentions and Descriptions of: ⚠︎Alcohol ⚠︎Arson ⚠︎Bad Decisions ⚠︎Body Dysphoria ⚠︎Dazai's Dark Thoughts ⚠︎Death ⚠︎Depression ⚠︎Drugs/Smoking ⚠︎Fyodor Dostoevsky (and his pet clown) ⚠︎Gore ⚠︎Guns/Gun Fighting ⚠︎Murder ⚠︎Oda Sakunosuke ⚠︎Prostitutes ⚠︎Suicide ⚠︎Self Harm ⚠︎Severe Depression ⚠︎Sex ⚠︎Teen Soukoku ⚠︎Underage Intimacy (again, Teen Soukoku) ⚠︎Very Bad Decisions ⚠︎Violence ⚠️⚠️ DISCLAIMER: None of the images or characters are mine unless otherwise specified. Original side characters and minor refrences to characters and people from the lives and books of the real life authors that inspired BSD. Top Highest Ranking: #1 Soukoku #1 akutagawaxatsushi #1 doubleblack #2 dazaixchuuya #3 ranpoe #9 shinsoukoku #20 akutagawa #22 chuuyanakahara #42 atsushi #55 dazaiosamu
Wait! They are dating?!
Atsushi just wanted to have a good day off. Being stuck in an elevator with Nakahara Chuuya, meeting Dazai there, and seeing him literally dragging away Chuuya like that was definitely not what he was expecting. How it ended up like this? He has no idea. He do, however, knows what made him regret everything - listening to Ranpo's advice and following his Senpais secretly (in hopes of preventing the bloodshed, but little did he know about the plot twist)Complete
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙿𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚘𝚖 (ENG. VERSION)
- ONE SHOT - "I've had enough: I'm going to leave the Port Mafia and with it, everything related to this organization. The power of words was truly something extremely frightening, Dazai knew this very well. AU where Chuuya decides to leave the Port Mafia once and for all after the events of STORMBRINGER (if you haven't read it, I suggest you do it before reading this FF because there will be references and spoilers, big too) and Dazai- well, let's just say he doesn't take his partner's decision very well. Enjoy the reading! - MartyComplete
文豪ストレイドッグス: Cardinal Crimson
"Mmm. A god like me isn't easily fascinated by the tunes of humans. But in my weakest moment your singing gave me strength. I want you to be mine and mine alone. I want to continue to hear those beautiful sounds you sing. Would that be alright with you?" Dazai looked at Chuuya smiling and he nodded. "Well then..." Chuuya grabbed Dazai's hands in his. "From this day I Nakahara Chuuya will protect and serve..." Chuuya's eyes flashed red as he looked into Dazai's eyes and he saw his name. "... Dazai Osamu with everything that I am. If danger ever comes your way I will protect you in any way I can, and in return you will continue to sing for me, and give me your strength. This is our contract... our vow of partnership." Chuuya leaned forward and he lightly pecked Dazai on the lips as he sealed their contract. Chuuya could hear the others coming for him. He didn't have much time anymore. Chuuya leaned next to Dazai's ear and he whispered softly. Whenever you feel scared or alone... call my name... remember Dazai you are the only one who can call on me... I am yours faithfully now.Complete
''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*
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