Catch me(Kian lawley)
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Last published Wed, Aug 26, 2015
I looked down at the sidewalk below. It was blurry because of my tears. I pulled up my sleeve and looked at the scars that tell my stories. The first one is, well I'm not going to tell you now because I'm a little busy but don't worry we'll get to it. Anyway, back to killing myself. I looked down again but this time I could barely see anything because of the tears in my eyes. I took a step closer, and started to breath unevenly, my heart was pounding so hard in my chest that I thought it might burst out, which can only help me at this point. I took one more step closer until my toes were over the edge. I closed my eyes crying histarically. And finally pushed myself off the roof. I can't believe after all these years of being bullied in finally going to be free. I'm falling. And all I can hear and see is everything bad that's ever happened to me. I feel like I'm almost at the ground and then...
Ally's life was shit. But whathappens when she bumps into her favourite youtuber Kian Lawley
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I stood on the edge of the rooftop. My eyes closed and my mind free. I'm ready. Now is the time. I could feel my breath quickening, Breathe in, Breathe out. I slowly start to gain composure of my thoughts. I can hear the people on the ground. I can see them entering the building in their perfect dresses with their perfect hair. I look down at my Royal Blue gown and smile. It's time. I slowly exhale and let myself fall. I'm free. Well, that's what I thought when I jumped, but the world hates me. So now. I'm alive and kicking, quite literally kicking in fact. Paisley George is a screw up, her "True Love" even knew it. So she jumped, but her.... attempted suicide was a failure, now she is stuck living with her grandma. event after event, Paisley ends up becoming friends with the towns bad boys and maybe she might just fall in love with one. You never know.
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