( Warnings: language, panic attacks/seizures(?), mentions of trauma, self harm, obsession, angst, depression, separation anxiety, and many, many other fears.(haphephobia, monophobia, scopophobia, etc.)
read the fucking prologue or I swear I will hunt u down, because people have skipped the prologue in two of my other books, pls a lot of things won't make sense if you don't read it, it's worth it I swear. 😢
Actual bio:
This book was requested of me, eventually I will have some gacha pics of my oc's, (cuz I'm too fuckin lazy to draw them often, and I make gacha edits of them) and maybe an actual drawing of em to humor you. I only have a few rn, but probably more on the way. (if another oc is made I will make an intro for em)
A/N: writing on mobile is a bitch lol.
also this is similar to my FNAF au book, ask the oc's questions please it makes me happy to have them respond, I love q&a's pls.
(don't ship oc's unless I ship pls that's just weird.
u can use my oc's if u get my permission and u credit me.)
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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