trust fund baby | C.Y.J

The next thing I know- I'm broke with no money. I'm laying on the passenger's side of my broken-down car. I look over to my side and watch my friend Soobin sleep peacefully, and from my rearview mirror, I could see my three other friends: Kai, Taehyun, and Beomgyu sleeping on each other. I screw my eyes shut and groan in frustration. I think we're all dead. Exactly when did we come to a point like this?

Now, my story isn't anything intriguing or special. It's just a story about a guy falling madly in love with some girl and pretty much-doing anything and everything for her. I'm looking back at everything I did, and I regret being with her in the first place. It was just a facetious puppy love I had felt and it was nothing but play... It did feel real at first, but it was immature and irrelevant. Love is crazy- in a bad way or a good way; In my case, my prodigal girlfriend wasted everything I had on nothing and left anyway. They say I'm a fool for loving her- they say I'm crazy- but I was too blind to see that in the first place.
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based off of 'LOSER LOVER;, '0x1=LOVESONG' and 'Trust Fund Baby'
Warnings: mentions of robbing a bank, yeonjun being madly in love, toxic relationships, yeonjun going cray cray, emotional rollercoaster that ppl with weak hearts should NOT read