Kathleen Thomas had a typical life of a 1914 English girl. Until War struck most of the world, taking her Father with it. Now with America in the horizon Kathleen is faced with allowing herself to love the charming Edward Mason. Or push past the ups and downs to remain as friends, before it's all too late. Kathleen has to live with these live alternating changes that leave her feeling lost and broken. Will she every find herself again and embrace these new changes. How will she live her life now. "Someday I shall marry her" "I do not wish to watch you leave not knowing if you shall return" "You loved her. She loved you and you're never gonna be the same without her" "This isn't a life, how can it be when I don't even recognise myself in the mirror." twilight saga fanfic / slow burn