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Secretly Strange

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Parts 5
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Reads 53
Votes 7
Parts 5
Time 5m

Mature

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I never believed that "strange" was a way to describe someone. Because I never believed it was a word at all. I find it difficult to tell my side of the story, so I will tell it through poetry. My whole life I thought what I was doing, how I was living was all normal. Yet it was not until I was 18, I realize it was even more strange than ever. My name is Dezrae and I have Asperger's (Autism) and I am Secretly Strange.All Rights Reserved

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Don't Forget Me In The Morning by BandsOrBust

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An Aspie's Life: The Untold and Unknown Story by KathrynAmbrose

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Normal or so I thought by rattroh

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Suicidal Smiling Child by KajiUtaka-

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Mind Wave by elvidoray

I stand outside my home broken and shattered, who I am I don't know. I stare at my ever pale hands and try to see what made me like this from under my skin, but I guess I wasn't given that kind of gift but I have in me some form of powers that seemed to have brought me misfortune. I owe this all to my dad because if he never met my mom maybe just maybe I would have been born normal. I wish I wasn't born a freak, born a hybrid.

My Demon Mate (BoyxBoy) by xXBrokenRecordXx

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Save Me by LunarDivinity

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Suicidal Smiling Child cover

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My Demon Mate (BoyxBoy) cover

Two hearts equal one LOVE. cover

Don't Forget Me In The Morning

When I was little, I was never healthy for a full day. When I would go to school, I would carry around an oxygen tank so that I could breathe properly. There was once where I had come close to death. At that time, my mother and father promised me that they wouldn't ever leave me. That is, until someone came in an murdered them while I was at school. When I was dropped off from the bus stop, I automatically knew something was wrong because my mother would always wait for me. When she wasn't there, I began to get worried. 'Had she forgotten?' Was the first thing I thought as I walked up the stairs and into my house. 'Mama? Papa?' I questioned walking into their room. As I made the first step in, I heard squishing under my feet as if the carpet was wet.