Uncensored Journal Of A D.I.D System
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Last published Wed, Apr 29, 2026
Hello! if you don't know who we are, that's okay. We are the Kawaii Potato system, living with 300+ known alters and there are more (as we've been told by the "Head Gatekeepers"), the body is Hispanic-Asian, adult, transmasc, queer, disabled and neurodivergent. We've been taking HRT/Testosterone since April of 2022 and got Top Surgery in April of 2024.
This is going to be our online/virtual journal. We'll do our best to keep up with it, so please be patient and kind.
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