This was my spin of a prompt given from Mcdogtor567 on Archive of Our Own. I didn't entirely do what was asked of the prompt, but I did take some suggestions from it. It's mostly Maya internal monologue and some external dialogue. Trigger warning for sensitive topics mentioned. (SH, Depression, Mental Health Issues, Childhood Trauma.) This fic will only have two chapters. Station 19, Season 6, Episode 1.