Changes - Stay with me

I never knew why people would rather be dead than alive, I never understood how anybody could get the idea of suicide.
For me living always was a good thing.
Just until it happened.
Suddenly I could relate to the people that the little me could never understand.
Of course I felt sorry for little me, but drugs and alcohol made me forget about everything.

But when I ended up living on the street because I lost all my money, I knew, I needed help.

And there was this person that told me to make a bet, telling me to be a therapist.

Dumb as I was, I said yes.