Sugawara suffering with his mental health finds himself risking everything just to make his best friend, Oikawa Tooru, happy. Even if it means helping him out with his crush on his straight friend. Because Oikawa is the only person who can make Suga feel real. - "You don't want me. Look at me. Look at my mess." "It's not your place to say what i do and don't want, Koushi. You're not a mess."