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I'm not afraid, put the gun in my hand, I'm just afraid it will hurt like hell

PercivalAurora9

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Reads 43
Votes 4
Parts 7
Time 28m

PercivalAurora9

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Eren is a spy/assassin that is quickly burning out on the field. When he's assigned a mission to go back home, he 's forced to face the reality of his choices and feelings. He doesn't have all the time in the world to live and learn to have a life besides killing.

But then Eren comes across Levi again, his childhood friend (and crush), and old feelings of being himself return. In the end, there's a decision to be made on whether or not Eren should stay longerAll Rights Reserved

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Remembrance: Present [ERERI/RIREN] by IrisTheCow

Eren, an 18 year old male orphan who has been hospitalised all his life because of his inability to walk, or even stand. What's worst is that he can no longer see due to an accident that happened long ago when he was only an 8 year old. Eren has lived a miserable life, always longing to be able to see what's beyond the walls of his plain, old, white hospital room. Levi, a short but grumpy 21 year old man who works in a bookshop not too far from the hospital Eren resides in, is asked to deliver a braille book to the hospital for Eren so he can learn about the things he's never seen or, possibly, never heard of before. Follow along this unforgettable journey between the two males as they build their relationship to the next level. And, as secrets unfold, how will they react to the unraveling lies that have been foretold by those they trust the most? ... Mild language (Use Of Derogatory Terms) ... Completed. ... Remembrance: Future [2] ONGOING!! Remembrance: Past [3] COMING SOON!!

The Alley by Venzane_Widow

A 23 year old Levi kills and steals for a living and he got sloppy on one of his jobs. A young 17 Year Old eren found the young Levi injured and pushed himself on to the man basically begging the man to love him. This was a roleplay i held dearly to my heart and even my friend that did this with me i did eren and they did levi. They do such a wonderful levi my heart melts. I miss V so much. We had a falling out. Reasons why i havent done an second season of this...

Crack of Sunlight (Ereri/Riren) by PorcelainSky

Levi has been a heroin junkie for years, trying to escape the hellish reality that is his life and memories, seeing no other way out. Already hopelessly bound within the deepest crevices of addiction, along comes Eren, a bright-eyed naïve teenager who has his own struggles yet somehow believes he can help Levi to be saved from himself. ~~~ "So what about you, then? You gonna stick around?" Eren nodded certainly once. "As long as you let me, I still do want to help you." The raven shrugged nonchalantly. "It's up to you." "No it isn't." Levi cocked a brow. "I can't help you if you don't want to be helped," Eren went on. "From the impression I'm getting-" "Yeah, I need help," Levi cut in, looking down. "Or maybe I just don't want you to leave. I'm not sure of the difference. But if you're here, you're going to help, right? Then I don't have a choice." ~~~ I do not own SNK. I am merely writing for sheer enjoyment :) Cover art by the wonderful @kingofhellordoftime TRIGGER WARNINGS for self harm, depression, anxiety, drug abuse, and molestation. Read at your own risk but please, please be safe - don't read if you think this may trigger you; I really would rather you be safe. <3

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(COMPLETED) Eren is a demon. Levi is an angel. Their relationship is looked down upon amongst their species. They meet at an arcade and soon start a friendship that grows into something more. How long can they keep their relationship hidden before The Order finds out? *Trigger Warning- This story does contain mentions of depression, parental death, and suicide.* First Published: July 11, 2020- October 23, 2020

Caught Between Worlds (Eren x Reader) by _LongMeiyue_

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Anchor (Levi x reader) by Agent-Lokitty

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the boy with two personalities ((ereri)) by yaoi_writter

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