"He was Ellen at school, Grian on paper but he was always Azalea to me."
A story about a teenage boy, facing the death of his highschool sweetheart accidentally gets caught up in an identity mix up. But how long can he pretend to be his beloved before people find out and how long can he keep in touch with his own identity before it becomes something so wrong. Sometimes things stick and they echo, they don't go away - it's best to leave some skeletons in the closet because once they come out you don't know what they might have to say.
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Tw: cannibalism, sh, depersonalisation, dissociation, descriptive gore, suicide themes/ideation, mentions of abuse, homophobia, descriptive episodes, grave robbing, whatever dressing up and kissing a corpses classified as, drowning, death, murder, bugs
Aka the author woke up and did his usual thing, ponder how far he could take this before people criticised its "taboo" nature.
Antique store owner Liz brings home a Victorian taxidermy hound from auction, unwittingly unleashing dark forces on her wife and son.
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Nat Loman has finally married the love of her life, Liz, and is getting used to her role as stepmother to Liz's 5-year-old son, Liam. The Loman family runs a bustling antique business so they attend a sale where a striking, black taxidermied hound is up for auction. Liz picks it up for the business, but it ends up being stored in their home, where Nat notices strange things occurring. She quickly discovers the past residents had died violently. Then she hears from a friend about the myth of "the devil's dog", a hound that perches in the shadows, tearing families apart from the inside. Soon, people around the Lomans are dying, and Liz is changing, darkening. It's up to Nat to save the woman she loves from the darkness closing in, and to save Liam from danger no matter what she has to sacrifice.
[[Winner of the 2018 Wattys "Hidden Gems" category]]
[[word count: 60,000-70,000 words]]