Sick of Being Sick - {Poison}
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Cerita lengkap, Pertama kali diterbitkan Okt 16, 2022
199580srockaddictionalcoholangstbobbydallbretmichaelsccdevillecocainedrugaddictionglammetalhairmetalhurt-comfortinspiredbyrealeventsmusicpoisonbandrikkirockettrockandrollrockbottomsobriety
"I just got sick of being sick.  I got sick of it and I just said to myself 'That's it, you gotta get better' and I waited long enough that when I said it was time to get better, I meant it...because you can't half-heartedly get sober." -- C.C. Deville, 1999

A piece from CC's perspective as he hits rock bottom & is finally ready to surrender.  His determination and desperation lead him right in front of his mother's house...Circa 1995.

*Based & inspired by true events*
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Limbo

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