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My Medicine {A.I}

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Reads 149
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Parts 20
Time 1h 49m

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As I watched the blood stream down my wrists, I sobbed out Ashton's name. He's never gonna forgive me. Seconds later the bathroom door flew open, and there he stood with wide, bloodshot eyes. "I can't believe I let it get this far," I cried into his chest. "I'm so sorry. So, so sorry." I sobbed, and he wrapped his arms around my body, instantly calming me. "It's alright, we'll get through it. together."All Rights Reserved

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