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I'm not lost.

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Reads 2,179
Votes 45
Parts 33
Time 3h 17m

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crazy depressive drugs hospital illnes impulsive love mafia mental psycopath romance sad story teenfiction thrill

Ciara Wilson is not a normal 18 yr old girl. When she leaves her past and marries sociopath living in his parents mansion lot of fucked up thing happens apparently the rich people aren't always the normal one but the most fucked up.
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