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I'm not lost.

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Reads 2,179
Votes 45
Parts 33
Time 3h 17m

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Ciara Wilson is not a normal 18 yr old girl. When she leaves her past and marries sociopath living in his parents mansion lot of fucked up thing happens apparently the rich people aren't always the normal one but the most fucked up.
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Saddie wasn't your normal girl. But when she left, she changed and for the better too. Her life so far was all ups and downs, high mountains and low hills of success and failure. She's seen everything there is to see in the world. The good and the bad, she's seen death and has been suffering from loosing her best friend. But with her, her life goes on as normal. She knows not to keep secrets no more because of what happened in 1968. Its now 1971 and she's a beautiful 19 year old. She passed high school and is currently taking a year off school. Saddie is in the modeling gig, she changed her hair and died it blonde, she wore make up and she no longer dressed a s greaser. She was now one of the top girls in her town, getting all the boys and popularity. But was this what she really wanted? What happens when she's on a train going to another town for a gig? Will she meet old friends? Start a new and better life? Will she remember the tragic events that were played in 1968? This is Saddie's continuing journey. Its full of fear, shock, family, friends and something she thought she'd never have; love. She found the love of her life, but will everything end the way she wants it to end?