Our Insides On The Out
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  • Parts 8
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  • Reads 208
  • Votes 15
  • Parts 8
  • Time 32m
Ongoing, First published Feb 09, 2015
I woke up with no memories.
I was told I was going to save the world.
I was a stranger to myself.
I felt broken, like my Insides Were On My Out. Like everyone knew me, and everyone knew my secrets, but I didn't even know myself. 
Until I found myself.
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