Life is a Shitshow

This story is not about love, career, glowing up or the ups and downs of life. I've been trying to read books; motivational books, spiritual books, life coaching books. None have helped me heal. That's why I've decided to write my own. For a bit of a premise, my dog passed away a week ago and my boyfriend of two years broke up with me two days ago. This story is about finding the part of myself that I've lost through this pain. It's in realtime. I don't know if this is the right thing to do with my story. But it feels right. So I'm doing it. I feel that I am at a downwards spiral. I hope that sharing my story will help me heal and help others going through the same thing.