Extremly disgusted

So first of all, I have to warn ya'll English isn't my first language.
I still hope u will enjoy it and sometimes I will give you some back information about the real authors so you will be able to understand why I wrote that.
Also I have to warn you I will not include this basic top-bottom smut where the one is yelling how much it hurts and the other one says: „But your dick doesn't think so ;)"
I love emotions which are filled with lust in the first place and not rape.
I'm not saying this basic BL thing is disgusting , I just tell that I am not rlly into it.
So let's start.
I will try to write them canonacly but I promise nothing.

Here you will read Fydor x Nikolai stuff.
Also I will warn you for example (ru) which will means they will talk in Russian bc both of them understand it.
What you should already know is that most Russian names have a short name, or like the short version of it , usually u get called by your short name by family members , friends or just ppl you are good with.
Fyodor's short name is Fedya and Nikolai's is Kolya.

(Pls tell me the artist of the picture , I would like to credit them)