My never ending life
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Ongoing7m
Last published Mon, Feb 9, 2015
What happens now I say to myself while I look down at my arms covered in blood. My life sucks,everyone knows what happened,should I end it here.i put the gun to my head and......
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"What you expect of me isn't me! When will you get that through your think ass head?!" I screamed and slammed the front door. I was tired of her. She cheated on my dad and screw up my life. It feels like only yesterday when I found her dead body hanging from a tree and my dad on the run. Where's my brothers- "Oh my god- JAKOB! HUNTER!" I yelled through out the place I once called my house. Home was never with my family. Now not even my friends will listen to me. Now just to find safety.....
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