Once you've loved and lost, can you love again?Once you've closed yourself off, can you open yourself up once more? Once you've experienced Thomas Shelby, is it possible to forget him? Yes. Yes. And...No. *** If you haven't watched Peaky Blinders, go and watch it. It's only 36 episodes long so it's not a heavy commitment and it's soooooooo good. This is a fanfiction exploring the relationship between May and Tommy in more depth and showing what it would be like if the two were able to have a more solid companionship. I do still try to stay true to a lot of the source material so THERE WILL BE SPOILERS - proceed at your own risk. Peaky Blinders is filled to the brim with drugs, alcohol, and sex so don't expect this story to be any different - READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED (18+ ONLY).