TW: self harm and slurs(i am allowed to say these slurs btw) disclaimer: the main character of this story is a trans girl, i am an afab genderfluid person so i may not portray a trans womans experiences correctly, if you have any advice for what i should change i will gladly work on it. lillian is a 16 yr old trans lesbian living in a highly conservative republican household while having a crush on her childhood best friend.