Maybe It's Better This Way ... (Shanks X Y/N)

When I was 5, I knew what I wanted to be in the future. I didn't tell anyone.
Until when I turned 6, I lost my future after I decided to accept my father's request.
"It's like I'm being controlled..."
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The day when I accepted my father's request, was also the day I met him.
The boy who came out of dad's ship.
The boy whom I made eye contact with.
The boy whom I ran away from.
The boy who chased after me.
The boy who tried to talk with me.
The boy who I refused to talk with.
The boy.......with red hair.
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"Maybe it's better this way...."

(My 1st language is not English, so please help me if my grammar is not good.)
(All the pictures don't belong to me. They belong to the respective owners.)