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"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."
― Oscar Wilde

I spent almost half of my life being trained in this path.

I reached everything that they want me to.

I surpassed all the people who taught me through this journey.

I have been beaten to death and survived.

I am just existing in this world fighting for survival.

I want to feel how a normal life works but who am I kidding?

I was born in this life.


The question is do I really wanna continue living this life?

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Kritanta Connel,  the captain of the world's best organization.  She is living a life full of danger yet each moment is a thrill.Tutti i diritti riservati

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