drowning even deeper
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MatureOngoing7m
Last published Wed, Nov 16, 2022
The days seem to get shorter with every day, especially in Seoul. Maybe it's just my feeling but since we decided to focus on solo projects, I haven't felt myself anymore. I can't sleep anymore. Every night, I just lay in bed and think about what happened during the last 9 years. I can't believe they want to stop all of that for some time. I guess they all are fed up but why can't I feel the same?
So why can't Min Yoongi feel the same?
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