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Searching for Myself

StarryNight1983

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StarryNight1983

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What would you do if everything you thought you knew turned out to be a lie? How do you go on when you don't even know yourself? 

Abbie Kingston. She's been lost in her own life since she was a small child. Now, she's finally on a journey to hopefully find who she really is. 

Wyatt Harris. All he's ever wanted was a family of his own, but life hasn't always been easy on him. 

Fate brings these two together. Will they finally find what they've been searching for or does life have different plans for them? 

BOOK 3
COMPLETED BOOK! 

'My Sweets' spin-off sequel! 
Book 1 - My Sweets
Book 2 - Tears of our Ruins
Book 3 - Searching for Myself



*** If you haven't read 'My Sweets' and 'Tears of Our Ruins,' go do that before reading this!! This book follows storylines that happened in both books. 

*** I did this for my own entertainment to help me with my depression. It is mature content (18+) and has storylines that could be triggering for some. Hope you enjoy it as much as I do though!

*** This takes place way in the future compared to the first book. I'm not going to attempt to predict the future. It's written as if it's currently happening now. 

*** Be patient! The McKenzie's are in this story! It takes a bit to get to them!All Rights Reserved

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