Words of untold truth

I will always be myself.

Whether I like it or not,
Broken into pieces or not,
With the pain that suffocates me at times
And the moment of peace before the storms
That tries to keep me away
From the spark of light that keeps me going in the darkness
I am just me
With the hate, love, pain, shame, anger and the little of compassion that I have for myself.

This is the truth,
That I hide from others,
Because sometimes, just sometimes,
Life throws you things that can't be told to the world,
Things that tries to leave deep scars that cannot be described or talked about.

Behind the smile and the image of an easy and perfect life,
lies so many events and emotions that are kept hidden.

The reason is that, if revealed to others would destroy the illusion of myself that I tried to create in hopes of loving myself.

But here I hope to share the hurt, the pain, the joy, peace and love.
The experience of life might be different for every human being but our emotions are the same. That's what connects us.

This is the words of untold truth.