Sequel to Save me from myself. Bucky and Lilly finally get together after the blip. Still, there are many things they need to go through before they go on with their wedding plans. The Flag Smashers is one of them, but the other is Bucky's insistent refusal to let Lilly in. Let her know and see all there is of him because he is afraid she will get scared of what she will see. That one side of him will hurt her... again. This refusal only pushes Lilly back despite her trying to show him that she loves all parts of him. Until one day, his actions make one of his nightmares real. And Lilly? Although tired of his actions, she still fights to be by his side. Especially now... that her life is about to turn upside down. New chapter every Saturday.