I Love Him Or He Loves Me?

Gwapo, macho, mabait, pala-ngiti, mahinhin, hindi suplado, masunirin, matulungin, at higit sa lahat ay MAPAGMAHAL. 'Yan ay si Ivan or Jay, ang nag-iisang best friend ko at mahal ko. Yes you hear it, mahal na mahal ko siya but the most painful is hindi niya ako mahal dahil may mahal na siya.

It sounds really very painful, broken hearted at wala ako sa sarili ng marinig ang salitang ganito, "Sorry, bestfriend lang kita. "

Kahit masakit, okay lang naiintindihan ko naman eh. I understand that he only treats me one a bestfriend.But what if I suddenly found out na may nag-mamahal sa'kin secretly? And I'm calling myself numb?

Mahal ko siya,pero hindi niya ko mahal.Mahal niya ko pero hindi ko siya mahal.

Will I continue to love Him even if he loves someone? Or I'll love the person who loves me?