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Complete, First published Oct 30, 2022
Something tragic has happened. A 17 year old Valeri has to move to her dad's place. She spent all her life thinking he was dead. Her now dead mother told her that.

Not knowing she has a twin brother she flies over the country and meets him there.

She comes back into lives of people she once knew and loved.

Not just her family.

But someone else.

A boy who took care of her when she was struggling. Her best friend.

Valeri is dealing with addictions and when something at her new home happens, she sinks even lower. It might not end well for her.

But she has friends now.

Her kind brother, two funny friends and someone else she once knew...


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Heyy! This is my first book.

1. I want to make it clear that English is not my first language and there might be writing mistakes.

2. ⚠️BEFORE YOU START READING CHECK TWs BELOW⚠️

3. I myself struggle with an addiction and I think writing this book will help me process everything. That's another reason why I'm doing it.

4. You're welcome to comment but leave if you're here to write hate comments. I don't care what you think.

5. If you're here just for smut this is not a book for you. There might be some scenes but not many. This story is about struggling, dealing and fighting with addictions.

6. I'll post a new chapter every few days. I have a lot of schoolwork but I'll try my best.

⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: panic and anxiety attacks, self harm, sexual assault and rape, eating disorder, drinking and smoking, weed, pills, drug addiction, overdose, suicide attempt, depression, ptsd, swearing, mature content

TROPES:
-childhood best friend
-friends to lovers
-brother's best friend
-who did this to you?
-one bed trope
I'LL PROBABLY ADD SOME MORE

I hope you'll enjoy it!
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