You gave me this fucked up world

I try, Tina. I hope that where you are, you can see my life, you can see my happiness.
I believe that you forgive me.
You gave me this perfect word and went away to another one.

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This is a very old story.
I wrote it when I was 14 (2015) for an essay contest in English, recently I was visiting my parents and found a notebook with a story, it was all in my teacher's corrections, but I liked the plot so much. I remembered how much I liked writing it and how proud I was of it! (This was my first work in English and the first story I showed to adults)
Initially, instead of Tina, the gorl's name was Emmy, but when I reread it, I could clearly see Foolish in my head and it was just a whooh something inbetwee insight and epiphany.
I didn't correct the structure of the sentences.
This is a tribute to a 14-year-old insecure me.

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