I WANTED YOU TO

I just wanted you to come to save me when i was getting bullied . I wanted you to come when my friends asked me to come to playground with my brother to play ball games .
I wanted to cheer for you when you played in school . I wanted to come home with you after school on your bicycle . I wanted you to be there for me when i cutted the cake for my birthday . Is it so hard oppa to be there for me . You didn't even came once to my birthday after you left . No one was there for me to congratulate when i graduated from highschool or college . I wanted you to be standing there with a bouquet of flowers for me saying congratulations to me saying that you are proud of me .but you were never there . You were busy making the world happy . I also wanted to be happy oppa . I wanted my brother beside me but you were never there . I wished i was an army atleast i have gotten a chance to be remembered by you . But i never had that much courage to come to your concerts . What if i came and you ignored me or didn't paid attention to me . I was scared to face your ignorance oppa . I was scared to lose my jin oppa . The one who told me that he will hold me if i will lose my balance when he taught me how to ride a bicycle . I wish you have never became an idol oppa you would have stayed as only my jin oppa . I miss you so much oppa .

It's a pure fanfiction. Pictures are from Pinterest .