The Ballpoint Pen |Rusame| Countryhumans AU
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  • Reads 6,775
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 10m
Ongoing, First published Oct 31, 2022
Russia, as confident and strong he looks, on the inside he's just a pile of nervous ash. Still scarred by his father's death, he looks for more meaning in life. He's already found it but he doesn't know how to deal with the feelings he has for a certain someone... 

And this someone:  

America, has a pretty average life. The only thing is his father is an alcoholic. And not the funny drunk either. America has to help his siblings, and is the only one brave enough to stand up to their father when drunk. America has not only to stop getting his father to drink, but help his friend who has fallen extremely ill with something no one knows what it is. 

At least he has a gift that will help him more than once. 





This is my first fanfic that I actually published so please hang with me-

I may post another book in this same au for gerpol, but it will get really slow updates because Im already writing a lot of other books. 


Updating schedule: Thursday


-warnings-
Mentions of sensitive subjects (dark stuff like death/depression/killing/etc.)
gay ships (what else would I ever write?)
FLUFF <3
Typical CH ships
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"So what now, our alliance is over?" Russia licked his lips, his eyes were staring at just one point of the wooden desk. He could feel the other man's looks directed to his back, even though he didnt have any irises. Russia knew from experience at this point, how it felt to be watched. "You didn't help with any shit anyway." Russia said in a cold tone, his fingers reaching to grab the cold metallic pen laying close to tidied up documents. He heard America's breathy, hateful chuckle. "Then why-" "But no, it's not." Now he knew he got the other man's attention. He turned his head towards the black eyed man, who had stopped talking to listen to him now. "In fact." He continued. "-it just solidifies now." America hummed, sitting on the table. "Care to explain?" Russia stared at his starless nights with no emotion but plain hatred. "I want my father dead." He saw how wicked America's eyes shined with the declaration, but didn't comment on it. "And it will be quite hard without your help." /// 20.02.20 Slowburn Amerus/Rusame and even slowburner writer but i think i will finish this lmao THE STORY IS NOT EXACTLY HISTORICALLY ACCURATE. I tend to follow the key parts selected from Cold War but there are (mostly) things that made up or amplified to fit better in the story, so keep in mind! dedicated to @YoungerJustice who also drew the cover [ PLEASE READ ] I have Rusame in the title because thats the second ship name. If Russia not being the top is something that puts you off then i am sorry but this is not the book for you. This book will include heavy themes, i did not put +18 for nothing. If you hate it, don't waste your time leaving a hate comment. Just don't read it. I normally wouldn't even put this warning but better be safe than sorry! #1 amerus 23.10.21 #1 americaxrussia 23.10.21 #1 cold war 24.02.23 #1 countryhumansau 13.10.24 Thank you so much.
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*some chapters are very long ;-;* Russia and America adore each other, but could never say a word. One is haunted by the thought of his people and family hating him. And the other doesn't even understand his own feelings. Although when an unfortunate event causes them to come together, how will their worlds treat them? (Warnings: Homophobia, attempted suicide, angst, swearing, sexual themes, abuse) Yeah this is one big fuked up story I can't believe I'm writing... xD Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia, I just own the plot. Also I'm so sorry for how I portray certain countries in this lol