The Ballpoint Pen |Rusame| Countryhumans AU

Russia, as confident and strong he looks, on the inside he's just a pile of nervous ash. Still scarred by his father's death, he looks for more meaning in life. He's already found it but he doesn't know how to deal with the feelings he has for a certain someone...

And this someone:

America, has a pretty average life. The only thing is his father is an alcoholic. And not the funny drunk either. America has to help his siblings, and is the only one brave enough to stand up to their father when drunk. America has not only to stop getting his father to drink, but help his friend who has fallen extremely ill with something no one knows what it is.

At least he has a gift that will help him more than once.

This is my first fanfic that I actually published so please hang with me-

I may post another book in this same au for gerpol, but it will get really slow updates because Im already writing a lot of other books.

Updating schedule: Thursday

-warnings-
Mentions of sensitive subjects (dark stuff like death/depression/killing/etc.)
gay ships (what else would I ever write?)
FLUFF <3
Typical CH ships