I don't want to go through this again. I've been through so much pain that I don't think I'll ever be able to love again. What if every guy is the same as Rick? Rick made me feel like a princess at first and now he's someone that makes me wanna die. At least he's arrested now. I'm in a new place, and I'm going to start a new life. I'm hoping this will work out. I'm not ready for a relationship yet. I don't think I ever will be. Right now all I'm worried is for when in 3 years Rick comes out of prison. Will he find me? I hope not. Read this story to find out who Rick is and why I'm scared of him. If you wanna find out if I ever date again then read this story.