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The Pain We Carry - KageHina (Hinata Angst)

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(FINISHED) - Kagehina 

#3 deadmother 12/10/24

What truly hides behind those mesmerizing chocolate eyes that belonged to Karasuno's own ball of sunshine, Hinata. When he spiked the cross colored volleyball across the court leaving onlookers with their jaws practically on the floor. 

But little did they know that their own teammate had no interest in this, at least the social aspect. Don't get his thoughts wrong, Hinata LOVES volleyball, but lately he's been finding it harder and harder just to get himself out of bed in the morning. Let alone put on his plaster face mask that hides his truth of feelings, deep down he was truly terrified of his own life. 

His own family had practically turned against him, he was left with his father and baby sister, Natsu. After a harsh discover, will he escape from this new reality the world has thrashed upon him? Or will he need a savior, one to save him from not only his family, but himself.

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💙DISCONTINUED💙Hinata Shouyo's secret by CleoPatteraaa

DISCONTINUED TEXT ME TO CONTINUE THE STORY Hinata is a normal high schooler like anyone else, or at least how he wants the other to think about him. Karasuno is having their usual health check. But today a doctor is coming to check on them because they are going to nationals and they are required a doctor approvals for proof that they are healthy. They are also required to bring they're health certificates. When it was Hinata's turn he give his health certificate to the doctor. When the doctor read the health certificate Kiyoko, Yachi & the doctor are shocked Hinata wear glasses? Hinata is smart but hiding it? What can he possibly hiding next?

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The only girl [ Haikyuu!! various X reader] by sunaichan

You are Hinata's childhood bestfriend. You guys grow up together until you move to America in middle school. Now you are back to Japan, you will attend Karasuno as a first year. You join the male volleyball team as the only girl playing. You join them in a training camp. Many things happen unexpectedly. Who will you choose? Who will be your lovers❤️❤️ three weeks in training camp with the boys^^ Keys: [y/n]: your name -[L/N][f/n]: last name first name

Childhood friends. [TsukishimaxReader] by RomesPalace69

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I Win ~ KageHina AU by flaunttheweird717

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Sweet Dreams, Hot Scenes [kagehina] by bo-love

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