Athazagoraphobia//Larry au
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Thu, Apr 2, 2015
This wasn't a fear anymore.
No, this was reality.
He left me and I was living in pain and desperation for him to come back. He left so slowly, he was hanging out with Eleanor so much. She became his life.
"I'm straight now Harry, just face it, we were never meant to be together." Straight? He was gay two seconds ago, he can't just change like that.
"But-"
"Just shut the fuck up, ok? Nothing you can say or do will change anything." I shake my head and look at him, his beautiful cerulean eyes and his beautiful face. I didn't want to be replaced, I wanted him back. He was mine but she took him away from me. Now he's straight? I wanted him back.
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